We all have that one person in our life...that one person, that makes us fall to pieces emotionally, that sets our world upside down when we thought it was fine, the one person who makes us go "what if..." "i wonder..." "how different would my life be?", makes us question everything...
You know you had someone in mind when you read that. I could probably tell you who you're thinking of. ;-)
Intense relationships. Passionate relationships. Crazy relationships. Over and done and then over and done AGAIN relationships...still, there is that one guy.
It doesn't matter how over him you are, how much you've moved on-mentally, emotionally, physically- who you're with now (ok, so I'm not with anyone now & just recently had my first seriously physical encounter with someone since like, the end of May...but still), the reappearance totally throws you for a loop.
It's no one's fault. You can't help it. It doesn't mean you're not over him. It just means that this particular guy meant way more to you than anyone else ever did-till you find the love of your life.
I don't know why I LET him make me nuts. I really really don't. Why we cannot seem to stay away from each other. He's on track at this point to become Josh 2.0, although far less...josh-like. I don't know what he wants or needs or is hoping is going to happen.
I CAN resist him. I can. I CAN. And I will keep saying that until I truly believe it.
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