How You Know You're Not Over the Ex

The prospect of POSSIBLY seeing him today makes you want to vomit every time you think about & you have a distant nauseous feeling...constantly.
AND you find yourself wishing you had Bailey's for your coffee or wishing that 10am was acceptable to have the rest of the bottle a glass of wine.
AND you find yourself thinking that a RUN would be quite useful in helping you destress.
AND the masochistic side of you hopes you do see each other, another part is hoping for no, and still ANOTHER part is hoping "maybe, but only if there's alcohol present, but still...no."

Ugh.